Saturday, February 24, 2007

random thoughts?

hmm.. think everyone's getting reali preeeetty busy wif sch/ns and mebbe slacking at home.. haha. anyway, just wanna comeup here and thank God for the weird and amazing things He did during my wk.. it's like everytime He does smth nice, lol, i'll make it a point to try to post it up here. =)

yupp. ok i think it was last wk or this week, i was super tired, so i dozed off, but i dint set alarm and i needed to reach sch at 710 the nxt morning for sc meeting if not im sorta dead.. not la but sc super strict wan. yupp.. but it's the like, the nxt morning, i woke up by myself at 530am! haha. which is around the time i would set my alarm to wake me up! haha, im super motivated by dat..haha

yupp.. im afraid i can't realli rmbr other things God has done, sigh.. vv blur. ohoh, got one is dat He made it possible dat i can go for the Malaysian camp dat i was SO looking forward to but might not be able to go becoz of STOOOPID SSEF.. sigh. but i can go halfway! haha.. ok.

yupp anyway i've been realli worried and distressed abt sc results coming out nxt wk.. to tell the truth, im scared of not getting in cuz den i would be realli insulted, esp if ppl i don like get in and i don.. im trying to change dat thinking.. of course i wanna serve the sch and glirify God in sc, yupp but dere are reaaalli selfish reasons and i guess dats the main stuff dats contributing to my fear and distress of not getting in.. but pray for me k! =) yupp, but im submitting the resluts to God, and whatever it is, i want it and know dat it'll be part of His plan.. =))

<3 manda

Friday, February 16, 2007

Giving thanks..

Heys!! Really miss all of you loads! =] So sorry for being out of action for so long yah..Many things have been going on in my life..Have to settle them before I feel worthy to lead again. Thankfully God has been really gracious to me, settled them throughout the course of this week.

Another thing I wish to bring up is that of all your results! Woohoos! I'm so proud of all of you! Superb results..Really God-blessed I think..Therefore, we should thank Him for it..Never forget to give thanks!

I had initially wanted to send this post on Wednesday, but my boss came into the office while I was typing, so I had to abandon mission..Sorry for the extremely late post yah? =] Anyways, is our blog ever going to get a tagboard?

Norman

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Ohya!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNE!

see! u've got a whole post to yourself;) ahaha.

And the greatest of these is love.

Update! Update!

Seeing as this blog's going to end up like its predecessor, i've decided to add some life to it!! Haha.. Guess we're all too caught up in our lives now hah?
Let's see.. Thank God for my results!15 seems alot, but i'm darn happy abt it!yeay!! Haha.. Hopefully, this gets me in to TPJC arts.. A17!! my dream combi:) ahaha... If not, i'll end up in either CJC or MI. Both of which i still like veryy much! there.. see! I've pretty much ensured the happiness of the nxt two yrs of my life! haha.
On a side note, HAPPY V'DAY EVERYONE!Love ya all!! ahaha;)

cheryl!

Tuesday, February 6, 2007

ha.

I would be freaking out if i am in your shoes. It's like 3 more days. Don't worry alright! No matter what your results might be, God will use it! Result is just a small part in our life and there is still a big part waiting for us to uncover and explore. Give Him your all.

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11

Friday, February 2, 2007

Holding On

Hey redbloodcell,

how was ur week? Hope it was great, haha. Congratulations for getting thru the interview amanda! Well done! I'm sure with God's help, u will be able to become an excellent councillor. And for those with tests, dun worry cos God is our strength and our assured victory.

I'm feeling really really drained and shacked rite now. I can hardly think straight, and i still gotta revise my work. Maybe joining canoeing was not such a good idea after all.. =( Sometimes i shudder to think how i'm gonna continue this thruout the year, and even until the next year. Am i going to break down into pieces?

Every night as i sat down, i find it so hard to concentrate on the Lord, my heart is either not still or i feel so weak. I feel like i'm drifting away from God, being caught up in all my weakness and challenges. I cannot think of any other period in the past where i was so short of time. Suddenly, i find that my strength is gone, when i need it the most. To top it all off, i still struggle with calling upon God and talking to Him thruout the day.

One night i managed to pull myself together and i came across Psalms 18, where i learnt that God is where i should draw my strength from, for He is Almighty and will not condemn anyone who takes refuge in Him. I am very tired, but i thank God that when i call upon Him, He is always there to answer me and carry me in my weakness. I need some rest in Him, and i need to draw strength from Him. I want to forget abt all the weights and runs and protein and carbohydrate molecule structures floating in my mind right now. I want to throw away all my struggles with anger and lust. I need a moment of silence with Him.

I pray above all that this is God's will, and that i have not chosen the wrong choice that will affect me for the next two years. But i'm gonna trust that God will give me strength to carry on, cos i seriously dun feel quite myself right now. Meanwhile, lets keep on praying for everyone, speedlight, the church, our frens, our nation etc, and most importantly, hold on to love!

God bless and take care!
Tim