3 test down, 2 more to go!

Finally! Thank God for giving me the strength to pull through and performing little miracles! I don't know why, but i am feeling extraordinary happy today! Actually for the past few days although all the power of my brain is squeezed out.

I am currently trying to find out the challenges faced by elderly at home on the net but the information is so limited in there. I have no idea how on earth i can complete this project within 1 and a half hours. Hmmm..

School is so stressful. Not because of homework or the tests but rather my classmates. I don't understand why there is so much competition in this world. I am thoroughly stressed by all these nonsense. I really don't want to compete because i don't want pride. I read recently in my devotion books that comparison produces pride and pride separate us from God. I really don't want that. But when my classmates compare with me, i would have this tendency to allow this pride within me to want to score a better mark than them. It's hard. Why can't competition just disappear from the face of the earth? Sigh. I kept telling God about all these but the load within me just won't dissolve.

I am glad that you all are enjoying life now! All the things happen around me had make me realise that things are unpredictable. We might leave this place anytime. So before i missed the chance, i shall tell all of you how thankful i am to God for putting me in this cell and knowing all of you! Haha.

Take care and see you on sunday!

Love,
van