random thoughts?

hmm.. think everyone's getting reali preeeetty busy wif sch/ns and mebbe slacking at home.. haha. anyway, just wanna comeup here and thank God for the weird and amazing things He did during my wk.. it's like everytime He does smth nice, lol, i'll make it a point to try to post it up here. =)

yupp. ok i think it was last wk or this week, i was super tired, so i dozed off, but i dint set alarm and i needed to reach sch at 710 the nxt morning for sc meeting if not im sorta dead.. not la but sc super strict wan. yupp.. but it's the like, the nxt morning, i woke up by myself at 530am! haha. which is around the time i would set my alarm to wake me up! haha, im super motivated by dat..haha

yupp.. im afraid i can't realli rmbr other things God has done, sigh.. vv blur. ohoh, got one is dat He made it possible dat i can go for the Malaysian camp dat i was SO looking forward to but might not be able to go becoz of STOOOPID SSEF.. sigh. but i can go halfway! haha.. ok.

yupp anyway i've been realli worried and distressed abt sc results coming out nxt wk.. to tell the truth, im scared of not getting in cuz den i would be realli insulted, esp if ppl i don like get in and i don.. im trying to change dat thinking.. of course i wanna serve the sch and glirify God in sc, yupp but dere are reaaalli selfish reasons and i guess dats the main stuff dats contributing to my fear and distress of not getting in.. but pray for me k! =) yupp, but im submitting the resluts to God, and whatever it is, i want it and know dat it'll be part of His plan.. =))

<3 manda