Thursday, April 19, 2007

Giving thanks!

hello guys!

very long since i blogged here, bcos i've been very busy. This week has been quite krazy for me, but anyway i really wanna thk God from the bottom of my heart, for blessing me so much, opening my eyes to the answers when i got stuck at that chem calculation, forgiving all my sins, helping me forgive myself, reminding me of His love for me, blessing me with good NAPFA results, helping me during bio test, helping me to deliver a good PI, protecting me from all harm and politics, blessing me with great and caring frens, giving me imagination to imagine i'm in japan having fun, giving me ears to enjoy music, eyes to search the stars that decorate the night, and for being alway there, whether i'm so lost, lonely or at the top of the world. The list can go on, but i wouldn't want to bore u haha. God has blessed not just me, but all of us, bcos His children who are righteous are always blessed and prosperous in wadever they do. It pays to be close to Him, to live by the Spirit and be righteous and upright in wadever we do.

This week, i was pondering over something. While i was meditating, i thought abt the way i had been, and i realised that perhaps i have been too lax on the words i say to others. Maybe i talk too much and too fast. I dunno, but i rmb pastor rony mentioning abt making ur words full in one of his books. How to make ur words full when u are full of lame jokes and krazy stuff? I'm like some clown in class, ppl think i'm some samurai, who lives in the gym, and i always make ppl laugh, bcos i act blur and funny. Ok, maybe not everyone, perhaps i have hurt ppl unknowingly. I wanna know how to make my words full so that it will be life to ppl, instead of discouragement. Maybe humour is one good way to do that, haha, well, or maybe i just think too much. There something that really bothers me, and that is do ppl treat my words with respect? i hope to be funny yes, but when it is time to be serious, i'm really serious. Is it possible to be funny but respectable at the same time? If i'm too funny, then ppl won't be serious with me when i share the gospel with them. That's just my thought for the week.

Ok, i was thinking abt something else as well. I was wondering how 2 ppl get together, i mean isn't it hard, like wad our dear lil' jo said? It is usually one-sided right? haha, i'm quite curious abt this, cos my 2 classmates just suddenly like became a couple, it's very funny. Nv thot it could happen.

Anw, are u all seriously busy? I know this is probably krazy, but wanna have cell outing soon? I want to sleep alr, tmr got 2.4, shiok man, i love the pain and anguish, cos that's the time God always helps me. haha, sounds sick, but yeah, my frens still can't understand why i like interval trng. ok, i want to go to bed soon, bye!

Tim

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