coming clean

hey guys.. i guess i shuld realli come clean and tell you guys abt my life.. you know, ben has been telling me dat his cell has this life-sharing session thing dat everyone just shares abt his/her life, like personal beliefs ideals history.. and stuff and realli get to know each other.. well. i guess we could try dat =)

anyway.. i guess many of you know i had been involved in a relationship wif a non-Christian. yupp. had is the word.. just broke up last week and i guess i shuld let you ppl know, as my cg members. mmhmm, but im realli realli grateful to God for this, cuz He has realli shown me what He wants. as in i can just come clean and tell the world, including my parents, but when i was in it i felt dat dere was smth bothering me and holding me back from realli giving God my all.

yupp.. so letting you guys know dat im gonna serve Him with my all and dat means channelling this energy into cell.. so u all feel like gg out, feel like chatting anything, call me hor! haha

yupp, if you wanna know more i guess can ask lah, wun type all the details here but i know very clearly dat it was the right thing to do and life will never be the same. well, i guess i need some time to forget him and i'm rather confused abt how to go abt remaining good frens with him. like shuld i contact him often? or give myself and him some time? -shrug- yupp mebbe you all could pray for me in dat area.. okie.. anyways, we were saying smth abt a cell gat this week end right? so please please mag me or post when you're free and ideas please! haha so we could fellowship this coming weekend. i know spa's like coming up this last three weeks but well, it's just spa lah right.. we could study tgthr! haha